Oh crap..think this may be a mean side of me coming out..or just a fed up side of me...Well either way..been a lil while since I saw ya...put those darn pitiful emotions away....and join in the club ..why the hell not..everyone else seems to have lost their freaking minds!!!!!..HAHAHAHAHA...
Oh look...there is miss pitiful tear filled eyes cause she got her feelings hurt cause I called her on her shit!!!!...I make you crazy...damn...I thought you were already there!!!!...hahah...get a grip....And you best believe I said it right on up to her face...Mean..me???..Nada...just fed up with the games of ppl...
Some games are acceptable..and even needed to be kept in tack with reality...with being human...but really...the ones used to manipulate and strive for attention but not want the help are totally ridiculous...Especially the game of wanting to die..talks of killing oneself...This one really pisses me off!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..I have a real problem with this...Two ppl I loved dearly laid down with a bottle of pills and gave up....it's not a fucking game!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..not to be used to manipulate or control or just get pity...GRRRRRR!!!
I see so much happening in this world..things that we can't control..things that have to be put in God's hands....but...the things that are left to our doing..so many just screw it up...Look at how we have grown in technology and what do we do with it...Play stupid games..bicker..and call names...lies lies lies...And some wonder why I keep a wall as high as the sky...well there you go...
I'm human...and get fooled and sucked into the sickness sometimes..but a fool I'm not...and I don't stay in it very long...I've grown and when my eyes open to it...Ta Ta Baby!!!..
And it doesn't mean that I don't have love in my heart..it just means you have to call em as you see em...and know when to walk away...or as in a post I read ...find a new playground and playmates...
That felt good!!!....
sorry to here your problems - i cheer your courage to move on
ron
Especially, the die ones. Attention is one thing, but that is out of the question.
Hang in there and I hope you feel better. At least you got it off of your chest and they know how you feel about the game thing.
Take care, Heide
Feels good to get it off your chest huh? Have a good day ok?!
but thank you so much Ron....even when at times the stream can be so silly..it surely helps me thru a lot...
Smiles...
Thank you Heide for coming by and showing your care...I appreciate that so...
Smiles for a great day ...
Smiles....you have a great day too...
Thank you for coming by and not taking offense to my oh so colorful words lol...Take care and have a great day...
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take care
ron
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