Exhaling by SammyJo

Well well well...I've finally hit a blaaa day..These kind of days are when I so wish not to be a woman....Chuckles...but that I am and that I must deal..I feel a lil better than earlier...I went soak in my bubbles there for about an hour and it sorta helped...but the emotions linger a lil...I know it will go away in a few..but..jeepers while they are here is tearful...and can also be mean..especially when some love to push the buttons...But..I've made it so as those ppl have no access to those buttons..

I hear the thunder out..it's just begun to rain again...I'm waiting for the lights to go off again...every day there is thunderstorms and lots of rain..and every day the lights go out for a moment..it seems to be this way all over the place...just thankful no damage here as of now..

During the week we made a trip to see my eldest son..it was so good to see him..and he even cooked a small meal for us...I know he missed us too..and enjoyed us being there...I know I may be a pain in the butt when I give him a call a few times a week in the mornings..but..he is my son and no matter the age I have to hear him once in a while....Later in the week a girl whom I went to school with lost her eldest son in a car accident...my heart hurt for her so much...to loose her child no matter the age.....when my nephew died at the same age my son is now...it just ripped my heart out...I know we have no control over anything really...but..I'm a Mom and my kids are my heart...

I have to stop talkin about this..it is making me cry..and I surely don't need any more added to my already crazy mood...Let me talk of my diet..which is going fairly well...no big noticeable thing ..but..I've managed to loose almost 10 lbs and have kept it off...still a ways to go..but..I've set a goal for myself...my middle son is making his Confirmation this coming school year and I want to be at least 2 sizes smaller...so wish me luck..

Short for me...but..thats how it goes sometimes....And hey the lights stayed on...smile..

Have a great and safe weekend and always remember to give thanks to the good Lord for all things ...for even thru blaaa moments he is there...

Love to all