I know my butt should be in bed..but as usual I am not...I am afraid of sleep...Sleep means thinking and I don't want to think...I am just exhaling..so don't mind me..
I am using my limewire to get music....Music is like my heart...it is my teardrops..like the song by Freddie Fender..."I'll be there before the next teardrop falls" You got me..you know what I am listening to...
Right now ..the song is...Freddie Fender..."Breaking up is hard to do"......boy can that man sing.... Now here we go..."Wasted days and Wasted nights".....
Yeah..I'm a little on the strange side tonite....No..no drinking involve..I am nutty enough without the help of that..LOL LOL...
let me sing for you:::::Song by Little Anthony
You don't remember me..but I remember you..twas not so long ago...you broke my heart into..tears on my pillow..pain in my heart...caused by you...oooo....If we could start anew..I wouldn't hestiate..I gladly take you back and tempt the hands of fate...tears on my pillow..pain in my heart caused by you..oo..Love is not a gadget..love is not a toy when you find the one you love she fill your heart with joy..if we could start anew.I wouldn't hestitate..I gladly take you back and temp the hands of fate...tears on my pillow..pain in my heart caused by you..ohhhhh..you...ohhhh
oh yeah...I loved this movie..Dirty Dancing...The love scene between Patrick and the gal..lol..it was not dirty..nothing nasty...just very sexy...very senious...the song was "Cry to Me".......


When your baby leaves you all alone..and nobody..calls you on the phone..Oh don'tcha feel likea crying..don'tcha feel like crying..well here I am honey..well come on cry to me...when you all alone..in your lonely room...and there nothing but the smell of her perfume..don'tcha feel likea crying..don'tcha feel like crying..don'tcha feel likea crying..come on come on cry to me...ohhh nothing can be sadder than a glass of wine alone...loneliness loneliness such a waste of time...oh yeah...you don't ever have to walk alone...well you see..come on and take my hand and baby won't cha walk with me..ohoh yeah..when you waiting for a voice to come...in the nite..but theres no one..don'tcha feel likea crying..don'tcha feel like crying...don'tcha feel likea cr cr cr crying..don't you feel like cr cr crying cry to me...
Yeah.yeah..I know..I am insane...I could just listen to this and type it out and then erase it..but will I?? or will I actually post this...LOl..well we shall see...LOL LOL...Hey maybe if I post this..then others will see that they are not the only ones who do strange things to keep sane...LOL LOL...
How many people do crazy things but never just hang it out for everyone to see???well that is why I have this blog...to do things like this...lol...Yeap..must be Menopause....LOL LOL...
Oh..more songs by Dirty Dancing...."Will you still love me tomorrow"...
Hey..did I ever tell you that I am also a movie nut too..I collect movies like crazy..Movies and Music...yeap..and of course my Raggedyann collection...I am sure my boys will be glad to take over the movies and music but I just can't imagine them wanting my doll collection..lol..maybe one will give me a grandaughter who will truly cherish my little Raggedy.....
Oh..here is another oldie...does anyone remember Tom Jones.."Pussy Cat"....
Man..I remember when I was a little girl..everyday when I got home from school...my mom always had this old 45 record player..you know the one where you would open it up and the speakers go to each side and the player would come down in the middle..Well she would always be playing her music...I loved it..I can still see her standing there going through the records to find a song that I loved ...like "Dizzy"..or "The Lions sleep tonight"...Man do I miss those days...
I remember my mom had this long beautiful hair..I used to love to brush it...I also remember her hands...her hands for some reason just amazed me...They were small...long slender fingers..a little on the older side because she worked in this bag factor..but her hands to me were just beautiful...and I have noticed that my hands are so much like hers lately...I look at my hands and they look so old..but yet...beautiful because they remind me of my mom's....crazy??oh well...
Oh no here I go again...Another singer that I love ....Martina Mcbride...."Concrete Angel"...."Where woud you be"....."My Valentine"....Oh this one I do so well in sign language....."Broken wing"....
She loved him like he was
The last man on earth
Gave him everything she ever had
Hed break her spirit down
Then come lovin up on her
Give a little, then take it back
Shed tell him about her dreams
Hed just shoot em down
Lord he loved to make her cry
"Youre crazy for believin
Youll ever leave the ground"
He said "only angels know how to fly"
CHORUS:
And with a broken wing
she still sings
She keeps an eye on the sky
With a broken wing
She carries her dreams
Man you oughta see her fly
One Sunday mornin
She didnt go to church
He wondered why she didnt leave
He went up to the bedroom
Found a note by the window
With the curtains blowin in the breeze
REPEAT CHORUS
With a broken wing
She carries her dreams
Man you oughta see her fly
I have been a little on the strange side since birth..lol...I can remember going in my room and just playing my small record player and haveing my casset player ready to tape my oh so wonderful singing..NOT..LOl..but boy did I have fun trying..I would sit for hours just singing to my music and recording it just to see how I sounded..I always said I was going to be a singer when I grew up...Boy did I get fooled..lol...But in some small way..I did..I sing songs in sign language...I seem to be pretty good at it..if I may say so ....lol..Well at least that seems to be the opion of others when they see me in church and when I do other functions...So God did bless me with one talent...But I guess in some small way I cheated..I grew up with a Deaf sister and brother..
I remember always wishing I would have been deaf like them..I thought in some way it was not fair that I was hearing and not them...Today I am glad that God didn't give me that wish..because then I wouldn't be able to hear all the beautiful music...
Well...I guess..I better stop all this singing and memory logging...and get myself a few hours of sleep...Hope I didn't scare anyone away...yeap you guessed it I am posting it...LOL...well good nite to Me and to you..
I love these songs..you have to start them up...