Yikes....weather changes like I change my moods...LOL...
Again..got my lazy butt up early...and headed to church..Sun shining so bright..I had to put on my shades...lol..and now...with a blink of an eye...it is getting ready to bust loose...wow..just like a darn woman...LOL...well at least like me...LOL..
Guess cause Wensday will be the 4th of July....they were playing a lot of patriotic songs at church...I particularly liked "Mine Eyes Have Seen The Glory"...
"Mine eyes have seen the glory of the coming of the Lord; He is trampling out the vintage where the grapes of wrath are stored; He hath loosed the fateful lightening of his terrible swift sword; His truth is marching on. Glory! Glory! Hallelujah! Glory! Glory! Hallelujah! Glory! Glory! Hallelujah! His truth is marching on.."
Yeap...I surely did like that one...and I showed it with my signing of it...Not singing..Signing..with my hands...LOL...my voice well that is not something they want to be heard lol lol...
Todays readings and sermon were about putting God first...about leaving things that we think are so important behind for him..that nothing is above him...and the only way to him..to the kingdom of heaven is to let go of earthly desires..and to follow him..
Here is just a bit of some of the readings of today..
Gospel according to Luke:
As they were proceeding on their journey someone said to him, "I will follow you wherever you go."
Jesus answered him,
"Foxes have dens and birds of the sky have nest, but the Son of Man has nowhere to rest his head."
And to another he said, "Follow me."
But he replied, "Lord, let me go first and bury my father." But he answered him, "Let the dead bury their dead. But you, go and proclaim the kingdom of God."
And another said, "I will follow you, Lord, but first let me say farewell to my family at home."
To him Jesus said, "No one who sets a hand to the plow and looks to what was left behind is fit for the kingdom of God."
Letter of Saint Paul to the Galatians
(Galatians 5:1, 13-18)
Brothers and sisters:
For freedom Christ set us free;
so stand firm and do not submit again to the yoke of slavery.
For you were called for freedom as an opportunity for the flesh; rather, serve one another through love. For the whole law is fulfilled in one statement, namely, You shall love your neighbor as yourself. But if you go on biting and devouring one another, beware that you are not consumed by one another.
I say, then: live by the Spirit and you will certainly not gratify the desire of the flesh.
For the flesh has desires against the Spirit, and the Spirit against the flesh; these are opposed to each other, so that you may not do what you want. But if you are guided by the Spirit, you are not under the law.
Ok..so..there is some of what I heard and learned from today...you know..sometimes I find it so hard to understand meanings in the bible..but..being an interpreter learn a lot..cause..I have to simplify it for the deaf..so that means I have to find simpler words to words I know they wouldn't understand..heck some I don't understand..so..I go a looking..and it surely helps me understand more..sorta like short hand..that is how you speak to the Deaf..so..if ya ever noticed my writing is sorta that way..well there ya go...lol..
My Mom always tells me I talk to much and not listen enough..but what she doesn't realize is that I do listen..I absorb all that I see and hear...and I make my own judgment from it...Not that I am always right..but..I then put my faith in God..that he won't lead me wrong..
Ok..ok..Mom is right...I surely do talk way to much..and I ramble on so many different things...LOL..but..hey..my mind is so full...some good and some bad..but full nevertheless...So..I bid you a good day...until I come back with more stuff out of my jumbled mind...LOL..
Shyly their eyes meet...words spoken cannot be found...thoughts of this moment have surely arrived...Unsure..His arms wrap her so tightly as though to never let her go...So..wanted..so safe does she feel...nothing matters...only the moon light that shines in their eyes..the wind whispering on their bodies....Faces softly together...gentle caresses..At this moment in time he felt wanted...Embraced in each others arms...so close...gently their lips touch...a moment of uncertainty...but..feelings that burn within won over...atlas...the Kiss...the passionate Kiss...breathing one breath....She no longer had her own..he now possessed it...
Alrighty...I did it..I wrote me a sexy poem..hopefully it is in good taste not dirty..but yet..makes you feel...like you were there...ummm...cause I surely was...lol..
Have a great weekend my friends..and Happy Saturday Nite...
No..I didn't go see my dad..good news though..he survived..and I am told that he is fussing at the nurses..typical of him..lol..I do appreciate all the comments I received about it..and I did consider..all that was said...I am not without compassion..but..I was secure in my heart about it...
Computer..well..I have been like working and working to get my programs back..and I must say..it has been pure double hell...and I am still not fully done..still lots more to go...having trouble getting programs to install..programs I've had before..but now computer is saying it is not compatible..ummm...just ticks me off..Maybe I just forgot something I did when I first got the computer to make them work..and just maybe it will click later..oh well..at least I still have the computer and able to still see my friends...
A couple of days..my head was like wanting to explode...hurting so bad that it felt as though my ears were bleeding..Guess..my blood pressure was up..and hey..I stay up so late working on this computer..lol..What a shame..that I let a machine rule my life...lol..
Funny how...some days are so wonderful..feeling no worry..feelings of letting it roll off my shoulders..and then next..you feel so lost..that you just don't know what to do with yourself...ummm..I hate that feeling....I hate feeling depress and not knowing what the heck for...
Today...even though..I didn't get to sleep until after 5am..I did try..but tossed and turned..but anyway..I got my butt up around 10:30 and showerd..and made myself all smelling good...and soft from lotion..just to feel like a woman...got dressed...even put makeup on today..slipped on my ear rings...anklet..and headed off to town..paying bills..and then shopping for food for the pantry...and I just took my good old time and enjoyed every moment of it...driving home..had my music blaring out...and singing so loud..I'm sure the ppl behind me could hear me lol lol...
You know talking about feeling like a woman...ummm..makes me think..Shibari wrote a really sexy blog about being a woman and secretes..and talked of us to write of some..you know what..I think I just may do that...change a lil here..write out some fantasies...yeap..never know if they are true or false...lol..all in good taste and fun though..just need to do something different...ummm.. We'll see...if I can put into words some...I can't write like she does..but..hey..I will be me..right..ok then I'll be back..love to ya'll and have a great weekend...
P.S..sorry for the flip flop around in my writing..but..I guess I am in that sort of a mood...mind is jumping from one thought to another again...lol..Nutty..oh well..still gotta love me...lol..
What a day.....got up...ck on computer..oh no...electric cut off at some time in the night and computer is off..ok..its done that before..just turn on..but wait..it is at the page telling me to either run in safe mode or normal..ok..did that before also..but..something different..when I tried it...it came back to the same page..I tried all..same results...OH NO..what am I going to do...My computer won't go to the windows...Now..my computer is my refuge from the rest of the world...so..this just can't be happening...ok..so I kept trying..I tried turning off at the power..then unplugged..Nothing..still same results...OH NO...I am just about to die...LOL..
Ok...Now..calm myself...find the info on the computer...find it through all the junk you said you were going to clean..but never did..because you spend all your time on the computer...lol..Ahhhh...found it...ok..call the number on the paper...talking to the rep...guiding me through..wait..whats this..no more voice..OH Crap...the darn cell dropped the call...OH HELL!!!!...ok....so I'll just call back...with a few trys..I get another rep...and this time...this rep.....tells me it will cost me 30 bucks to talk me through it...wait..the other one didn't do that..oh well some sorrys..but..still have to charge...well of course..I'm not going to do that..so she gives me a web site to talk live with a rep for free...Yeah..cool..but wait..I can't get online..because the computer isnt loading up...DUH!!!!!!!!!!......
That's ok...I got my son's laptop...and loaded up that live chat...so now..just maybe I will get somewhere...yeap..got a rep...told him..what has happened..ok..he sends me info on what to do..pretty much similar what the first rep was guiding me through...so he says..ok is that all..I tell him oh no..don't leave me yet..so..I do as it says to do...but...Nada..nothing at all..all still the same...so I tell my friendly rep...so..there is a long pause...ummm..I am wondering what is going on ..is he still there..yeap..there he is...typing to me...ok..then you must do a drive recovery...ok..so whats this..and then he says..it will erase all info..What!!!..I said..do you mean it will delete all that I have on my computer..all pics..songs..anything I have..programs that I downloaded...Yeap..it surely will....OH NO!!!!!!!!!...I asked...isn't there anything else I can do...Nope...we tried all...but wait..we only tried one thing..so..I just left it like that...and I tried again and again and again what I was told to do in the beginning...but..still nothing..so..it finally came to the decision...I had to do it...but omg...everything that I had on my computer will be gone..no way to save it..because I can't get to the windows to save it...but..there was no other way...so with a big old lump in my throat..and a ache in my chest...lol..I pressed that old button...and within moments..all that I have done and saved was gone...Crying.......................
So..my computer is like new..nothing..but what it came with...so..I've been trying to get all my programs that I had before..but of course it is giving me lots of trouble...all settings..everything I had set is gone...so..now my head hurts..my tummy is needing some food...and my brain surely needs a rest...Whew...I can't believe I let this upset me so much..wait..I know...I love my computer lol lol..oh well..I did it before..and I will do it again...just will take some time....
What a day!!!!!....but..my nerves are more calm now..at least my computer is not fried to the point I can't use it at all..Look..I am still able to write my blog...LOL...
Finally...I jumped into our pool...yeap...at 9:30 in the evening I told my 2 younger boys...lets go swimming...and we did..Must have been like 2 years since I got in a pool....I really realized how much I smoke when I was playing in there..whew..I really need to stop...but...I still had a good time playing with them...heck even our lil dog went swimming with us...lol..he loves it...
Now on Friday...as I was playing here on this computer I got a phone call from my goddaughter...which is more like my daughter...her plans went awash...so she was headed to my house for a visit..well..I tell you..I really didn't want it...I've been so hidden here in my world..I didn't want anyone to come mess up my lil bubble...but..I figured..oh well a lil visit may not hurt..And you know what...It was great!!!...we talked for hours..just about anything...then we headed to the old wal mart and just browsed for a few more hours..it was really nice to do that......and with someone who didn't want something from me...She stayed the nite..and in the morning we headed to my mom's for a yard sale...which we all chatted for hours again...Oh then my girl looked at me and said "Nannie"...we not finished...we headed off to the flea market...which was awesome...Amazing how much stuff these ppl have to sell...Candles...pics...shoes..old plates...and of course junk too...lol...I love the blue willow plates and I found me a couple of them there..so..now I added to my collection...
Here was this young woman...whom I just about raised...whom I've changed her diapers..and took care of her...now she was here for me..when I needed her...just to talk..just to listen....it is amazing how it works...When you love someone...that love does come back...at lest in most cases lol...How did ..I think it was kktaylorrc..say...Pay it forward...and it continues..
My girl...told me..to pick the weekend..and we are off to do what ever I want..just the gals..and..I am looking forward to it..no hubby..and no kids...just me...
Well..guess..I'm going to get off here and go swimming again..yeap...I just told hubby that I'm going jump in that pool..and he actually said he is coming in too..so..I bid you all a good nite and a good week...
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