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Exhaling

Saturday October 27, 2007

Stand with me on another Saturday Nite...

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Thursday October 25, 2007

Can't break the girl...

OK..so I've calmed my nerves down...did I forget..nope..but..trying to see that some ppl are just plain ignorant...hell..some ppl just are so unhappy with themselves that they got to try and make you feel the same..I know that..so why the hell do I allow it to affect me...I know..cause I'm human...and I have my weak days also...but..one thing I have more of..and that is love..from my family..from my friends here..and from friends around me..that counts way more than any sick remarks from some person who can't seem to get their own life straight...I don't want to be like those kind of ppl..who act as though they have love in their heart and then go for the juggler...Nope..that is not what I want......so..I'll say like one of the lil icons I found..."Hate all you want, but you can't break the girl who thinks nothing of you"...

Anyways..life has calmed a lil..but..of course there are a few more things coming our way...to keep me on my toes....Today..I have to go sub in my 6yr old's class..boy am I looking forward to that...lol..only half day...but...the worst part of the day...after lunch..which the kids are surely not ready to work after they have filled their bellies...lol..so wish me luck..for I will need it...lol lol..

OOO..let me tell you..the weather..man..for the past few days...we have been wearing jackets..it has been cool cool cool....I've even put on my heater..yeap..these old bones feel that cold more than ever lol...but yet ..I love it..beats the old heat..making you sweat...in the late afternoon...out of the blue..the skys turn dark and the winds start to blow...and sometimes it rains briefly..and sometimes it just blows over..but..it feels so good...I know..I am strange..but..I love it when it does that...as long as it doesn't get real bad and hurt anyone or anything...makes me remember when I was a lil girl..and when the weather would do that...we would go outside and put our arms out like an airplane...and let the wind just blow us...like we were flying...around and around the yard....I loved it..and I love the memories...

Well ok now..enough of the memory walk..need to get my butt in gear...finish up here on the puter and take my shower...got to prepare myself for the lil 6 yrs olds...lol...so I hope you all have a great day...Love to all...

Posted by SammyJo at 10:52 AM - 8 Comments Add a Comment

Monday October 22, 2007

No more playing by the rules...

Tonight...my babbling...the not so good me..

Seeing...reading between lines..curse or blessing...is the question...being blind is it stupidy or just bliss...Pretending..omg...such a talent one can have...Forgiviness...Vengeance...which to follow...such a mind as to be intelligent but yet so ill....but..of all...Love can be the greatest threat to another if crossed...

Talk of another to make one's self seem grand...doesn't make it so...

I need not to ask the Lord for vengeance...for I shall shower it myself...play the game of words with myself...but...no words upon my child will go unpunished..

One should never think themselves too clever..for lurking around the corner is another who's learn a thing or two more...

My children are my heart..hurt my heart..and I shall cut your's out and lay it at your feet...

Love is not what you see in my words..but love is driving me...

Anger inside me...try and try I do to wash it away...but..stupidy has come my way and made it want to stay...

Fed up!! Tired of trying to do the right thing..to be the good person...

No longer shall I play by the rules..so hold on tight..for the ride shall be bumpy!!!

Posted by SammyJo at 11:49 PM - 9 Comments Add a Comment

Some good Advice...

Calmness in our Lives

I am passing this on to you because it definitely works, and we could all use a little more calmness in our lives. By following simple advice heard on the Dr. Phil show, you too can find inner peace. Dr. Phil proclaimed, "The way to achieve inner peace is to finish all the things you have started and have never finished."

So, I looked around my house to see all the things I started and hadn't finished, and tonight, I finished off a bottle of Merlot, a bottle of White Zinfandel, a bottle of Bailey's Irish Cream, a bottle of Kahulua, a package of Oreos, the remainder of my old Prozac prescription, the rest of the cheesecake, some Doritos, and a box of chocolates. You have no idea how Freaking good I feel.

Please pass this on to those whom you think might be in need of inner peace.

Posted by SammyJo at 2:31 PM - 4 Comments Add a Comment

Achy Feet and Full Belly....

OOOO..My aching feet....my aching back...I do think I am getting old...and this weight I carry doesn't help either...lol..lol..

I started Thursday evening around 6pm and didn't stop till Sunday 12am...walking..standing..walking..standing..walking..standing...lol..And EATING!!!!..way to much...lol lol. But, I did have a blast cause I had all my boys here and a couple of extras. My lil one enjoyed every moment and kept up with it all the whole time..Oh..what am I talking about..well we had our annual festival here..which consist of music, rides, food lots of food, and people lots and lots of people...The strangest looking ones too...lol lol..it's amazing what these things bring out of the woodworks lol lol lol....

Our lil town surely has changed..I hate to say it..but..I don't feel for the better..as I sat on the curb eating my yummies..I watched the ppl as they went up and down the street...and for the first time ever...I thought of leaving this town..I've never felt that way before..never..but at that moment..I really wished I could move elsewhere...

I remember a time when ppl would truly smile at each other...and even at crowded festivals ppl still respected each other..but now...ppl just glare at each other..I remember a time my mom and other parents would dress us kids up for these occasions...once we were lil Indians...it was about the kids..about family....Oh don't get me wrong...ppl still brought their kids..but..it is not about them any more..I heard a mother cursing her looked to be 3 or 4 year old out..Made my heart sad...and at one of the parades..a very large man actually jumped on the ground just about on top of a young boy to take a frisbee from him...I couldn't believe it..

But..I guess you have that anywhere huh..it's just here it used to be so different..or maybe I just didn't realize it..who knows...but..all in all..I did have a good time with mine..with my family...and my friends...

Posted by SammyJo at 12:53 PM - 6 Comments Add a Comment

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