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Exhaling


 Just like a Balloon
 

 
OMG!!!...I can't fit thur my kitchen door..no wait..I don't have a kitchen door..lol...well..I can't fit thru my bathroom door lol lol..I ate so much ..that I swear ..if you tie a string to my feet I would float away like a balloon lol lol..but..it surely was good...and you know what made it even better...my boy did all the cooking..well..I did the tatter salad...lol..hey..and then get this...hubby did the clean up..wowowowow...did I have a Great Day!!!!...
It was really nice...Hubby and me...with the kids..and my Mom and step dad...all together...my uncle and his wife couldn't make it here..cause he is really not doing good..but..we surely fixed them both lots of food and brought it to them...and of course lots of texting to other family members who live far away..I tell ya..the greatest inventions are the computer..digtal cameras...and cell phones with texting...
 
Oh yeah...to the shed we did go and get out the Christmas stuff..OH BOY!!!so tomorrow up the tree goes..wow..I remember last year..it was like a week before Christmas when we finally accomplished putting up the tree...lol...my middle son..is feeling the spirit already...and that is so unsual..I recall him saying last year..it doesn't feel like it..but now just getting out the stuff..he says..he is excited about it...that makes it all the worth while...and man my lil one..well..he talks to Santa every day...making his wish list for all...and me..at this very moment I'm playing my Christmas music...and hubby singing along with it...lol....where is my eldest..well of course he is 20..and he actually stayed home with us all week..so tonight..he went with friends..and they are actually sitting out in the parking lot of Best Buy...you know..for that big Day after Sell...I think they are like so nuts...lol...because it is like Cold out tonight...I'm sure I'll hear him knocking to come in sometime in the morning...lol..
 
So I know..I'm maybe a lil early ...with the feeling of Christmas..but..I so love it..I really do.
 
Well..I surely hope you all had a wonderful Thanksgiving...and hey who knows..if you all ate as much as I did..and you swole up like a round balloon ..we may all meet up in the moon light tonight..lol..
Nite to all.....
 
 
 
Posted by SammyJo at 2:48 AM - 6 Comments   Add a Comment  
 

 Dreams talk...
 

 
 
I wonder what God was doing or thinking when he gave me my mind...LOL..cause it is the strangest one I've ever encountered lol lol..
I had the weirdest dream...
Dreamed I had another baby.."YIKES"..but..somehow skipped all the pregnancy thing and the labor thing..lol...In the dream..I was headed to pick up my new baby..climbing these wide stairs in this big old hospital..on the way up..I met an old friend I've not talked to in a while..a brief hello and telling that I'd had another baby...I arrived to the room where hubby and new baby was..and I kept looking at my baby...thinking..ummm..doesn't look like my other ones..This lil one was a lot darker..nevertheless...I reached and picked up my lil one..but..kept thinking....umm..how..Then all of a sudden..click...for some reason..I remembered that I had been with a black man..."WOW"...and this lil one must be his child..so...debating..knowing I must tell hubby..the words just came out...explaining..for some reason..I'd not even remembered that I'd been with anyone else..."now that is really strange..even for a dream..LOL"..but..Hubby didn't say a word...it didn't' seem as though it was going to make a difference..but yet..I was unsure...all I remembered was that I was holding my lil one closely and giving him lots of love and kisses...
Now..I don't think the idea of having a baby for another man...or that it was a mix baby really bothered or upset me...Nope..not at all...what really got my goose was that I'd had another BOY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!LOL LOL...even in my dreams..I can't seem to have a Girl!!!!!!!!!...
 
Now..how's that for a strange mind...lol....UMM..I wonder..if my tummy being sick this morning was caused from the dream..or ...the dream was the result of my tummy ...or it could just be all that food my eldest son has been cooking for us these past days...Oh ..the food was really good...well..except for the meatball stew he made the other nite...yikes...a lil to much seasoning..and then to top it off..he made a strawberry cake...I think...I feel guilty...I've been trying to stick to a diet...OH well so much for that at the moment lol lol..
 
But..I think I know some of the reasoning behind the dream...first...the baby being black..well ..we've been talking about the racial issue a lot lately..and then reading Colo blog..got me thinking even more...and the hubby thing..of telling him..well..I hadn't told him about the very vulgar man from the last week...but..I finally did tell him a few days ago...and being with another man..well..that has to be relationship that wasn't meant to be..but yet..our hearts are still with each other...and that would bring me to the most important part of the dream..The wide stairs....I do believe that represents..the path..of my life..yes..I do believe so..and just maybe..that friend I've not talked to in a while...just maybe that was Jesus...why only one friend..on that stair way..it has to be...maybe..he's telling me something..Yes..I do pray...but..I've not really chatted with him like I used to..and I think he is telling me ...he misses me....
 
WOW!!..think God just answered me...I love it... Well..God..Jesus..Thank you for my strange sort of mind...it does me just right...
 
I'm so thankful for so much in my life...
Yes..all the usual..my family..friends..and so on..Not making light..No way...but you know what ...I am so thankful that God sees fit that I have another chance to live my life right each and every day...That even though I fail him so many times..he still loves me and gives me yet another chance to do right by him...I'm so thankful for growing old..for with it comes more understanding... Thankful for each and every mistake I've made..for from them I've become humble..For every thing that I complain about myself..well that also is to be thankful for..cause it makes me who I am..which ..can't be too bad...for God thought enough to make me...As hard as it may be...Life is still so beautiful..and I am so Thankful for it!!!...
 
So there you have it...my blog for today...what started out as an odd dream...turned out to be a mind and heart opening exhaling....
 
So..I now wish you all a very Beautiful and Happy Thanksgiving Day...Love and Peace to you all....
Posted by SammyJo at 3:06 PM - 9 Comments   Add a Comment  
 

 Chatter Box...I am...LOL
 

 
 
Well..the holidays have begun once again...9 whole days...the whole family home...UMMM...is that a good thing??lol lol...my thoughts were .."I get to sleep later..but..I know that is just to funny of a thought..lol..
 
My eldest has already informed me that we need to make our list...that he wants to make our Thanksgiving dinner..I have no problem with that...the last time he made the turkey..It was absolute beautiful..looked like something out of a magizine..and yeap..it taste as good as it looked...so he can have at it..
 
Our plan is to celebrate Thanksgiving and also start getting out the Christmas stuff...I surely hope it works out that way...I so love Christmas..I've already started buying a few things that I've come across...Kids have already started pitching their list at me..but..this Mom has learned over the years...
 
I feel we have all forgotten the true meaning of Christmas...Oh yea..we all know that it is the day the Lord Jesus was born..no doubt about that..but..the true meaning of him...we all get caught up in idea of expensive things...no more just giving gifts from the heart...it seems as though ppl put in their orders..I've always left it up to my Mom what ever she wanted to give..and I've always been very sastified...So..many are in for a surprise this year from me lol...
 
Oh yea..lets me tell ya...my middle boy...was so excited the other nite...he joined FFA...which I had no clue about..just that it consist of animals..and wood..lol..but anyways..there was a competition of the parish schools..of all the freshman who were in the group...they were to present the Creed of the FFA..by memory..and were also asked questions..Now this was from like 4 or 5 different schools..there were about 25 kids doing this...so..the time came for my son to go in there and do his thing..I peeked thru the door..just enough where he couldn't see me...and I was amazed at him...he looked like a politician..lol..just a talkin it away..ok to continue on..finally the nite was coming to a close...and was time to name the winners..who were to go on to more competitions...so they got to the Creed presentation..and they said 1st place winner....And..there it was..My Boy's name..yes indeed..my 15 yr old son won 1st place for his presentation ...he was so excited!!!..and you best believe I was even more excited and so Proud!!!!...1st place!!!!..man..that is just amazing..and ppl always tell us that we talk to much..well..I guess it's mud in their eye lol lol...Oh I am just so proud of him..sorry guys...but..I know this does a lot for his confidence..when he was younger he used to stutter his words..so unsure of himself..and now..this..oh yea..just like his nutty mom..non stop talking...lol...lol..
 
And as more proof of my non stop chattering...lol..Not only am I getting to know myself better..I've also seen myself much better lol...Darn...loosing only a couple of lbs at a time is not doing it...LOL...I'm good for snapping pics of my upper self..but omg...got a few of the whole package..and OMG...What a fatty lol lol..I don't know if being 5'9 is a blessing or a curse...ummm..does it make it less ..or does it make me look more like an amazon woman lol lol..Oh well..I'm not going to give up..I've done it before..I can do it again..I've just got to post one of those pics on my fridge lol..hell..post it everywhere I can see lol lol...
 
And now..I've come to the end...ummm..me ending..LOL..that is way to funny..but..I will close for now...I hope you all have a wonderful week and a Very Happy Thanksgiving ......
 
Giant Smiles
 
 
Posted by SammyJo at 12:04 AM - 16 Comments   Add a Comment  
 

 Some old wisdom and new...
 

Wisdom For Living
 
Watch your thoughts, they become your words.
 
Watch your words, they become your actions.
 
Watch your actions, they become your habits.
 
Watch your habits they become your character.
 
Watch your character, it becomes your destiny.
 
Love you
 
Love me
 
More Of Life
 
The more you give, the more you get.
 
The more you laugh, the less you fret.
 
The more you love, the more you'll find that life is good and friends are kind.
 
For only what we give away enriches us from day to day.
 
 
 
The Lord blesses good men, and condemns the wicked.
 
A good man's mind is filled with honest thoughts; an evil man's mind is crammed with lies.
 
When a man is gloomy, everything seems to go wrong; when he is cheerful, everything seems right.
 
We make our plans, but the final is in God's hand.  A true friend is always loyal, and a brother is born to help in time of need.
 
A cheerful heart does good like medicine, but a broken spirit makes one sick.
 
Remember the Bible is your road map to Heaven, God will keep you safe along the way.
 
The disciples are your road signs..
 
Posted by SammyJo at 5:47 PM - 8 Comments   Add a Comment  
 

 Finding some truths...
 

 
 
I've had some really interesting passing days...let me tell ya...last week walking with my friend..we encounter a guy who once came to my home to work on our dryer..seem to be a real nice person..although I felt his eyes glared a lot..but..hey..ppl flirt..well this day..we found out he surely does flirt..which really didn't bother to much..cause it was really harmless..seem respectful enough..and heck..felt good to have someone look my way..but omg..the next day there he was again..but jeepers..saw a whole nother side to this person..unbelievable!!!...how vulgar he was...just so assuming..and yes indeed he is married also...I think I was so shock..that I didn't know what to do at that moment..Now this is a 40 yr old man just saying things that you would hear a young boy with raging hormones say...and yes..you best believe I got an apology out of him...
Now..This was a very good looking guy..who works for a well known company..and also works on the side the same type of business..he goes into many homes...many ppl know him..and truly respect him..but..it surely goes to show you what ppl can hide from the world...He even handed me his card..stressing that his personal number was on it..Well I don't have to tell you what I did with that card..lol...I mean..I didn't give any clues that I was going to go out and have an affair with this guy..omg..what the hell..just some smiling and chatting for all of about 5 mins..how the hell can a person think..they will get lucky...duh duh duh....I know that I am a friendly and flirty person..but I try to keep that line..that very fine line always highlighted...
Another person that I know..knows him also..and was in complete shock ...she asked me if I wanted her to tell his wife...I know..I know..I really should have allowed her to do so..but..I figured let it be..I don't think he will be coming around again..and I know I surely won't be calling on him...for any reasons...If I thought he may hurt someone..yes..I would have taken to the law..but..I think he was thinking he was going to try us out..but got a very different outcome..Maybe it has worked for him in the past..because like I said..he is a very good looking guy..but..it surely takes more than that...
 
So enough of the vulgar guy...did I tell ya..My eldest boy broke up with the girlfriend..yeap..he surely did...and no..not cause of me...I actually left it alone...even when he was trying to decided if he should break up with her or not...Can you believe..I didn't yell out..Break UP!!!...lol..I told him to do what is in his heart..to make sure..And he feels..he wants to make sure..besides..she was his first real steady..amongst other first...(Frown)..So many things happen so fast..so soon after high school..first time really being away from us..really learning how to deal things on his own..He is 20 yrs old..and I think..he is really realizing that..Hey...I'm growing up...I can do things on my own..I have to make decision best for me also..I mean..for so long he had to answer to me for all things..and then all of sudden ..the girl was there doing it also..but seem to be worst..so..he really needs this break..but..of course..You know mom..was there telling him a few advice words...lol..Be wise...and don't turn into a jackass..don't change the good guy you are...I don't want him to loose that...
I really love this kid..I really love all my boys so deeply...but..like my Mom said..you've got to let them be guys..let them learn..and..you know..by my allowing myself to just let some things be..I'm much happier..much more at peace...still worry..but..learing to let them grow up...(Whew)....
 
Now..if I could only do this with my marriage...this is a whole other blog lol lol......
There is lots more to the days passed in my life..but..I'll give it a break for now..but..will say..with all happening..I'm feeling some peace..some happiness..never complete..but..it's there..
So smiles to you..and have a peaceful nite..
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